http://www.twitch.tv/toasty <-- This is where I am a lot if you want to hang out

You can see how lost he is in his eyes. You can see the emptiness. It honestly hurts, and I almost never watched this guy before.

even when he's trying to be happy, his eyes feel so empty now.

I've missed you Bash. I'm so so sorry about what's going on with you, after everything. We'll be here for you!!! I'm going to your streams now that I know they're up on the internet

He seems like such a broken man. I feel genuinely bad and hope that we can all come together and help him somehow.

Bashur, Idk about everyone else but I missed the hell outta you. I’ve been praying for you ever since everything happened. I hope these live streams help you and help others I’m glad your back. Much love to you and I hope everything just goes to from here man. Much love to you!!

“Every man dies, but not every man really lives.”

Holy shit I’m honestly just happy he’s not dead. I saw that his ex left him and I was sure for a while that he killed himself. I’m genuinely happy he’s not dead.

This is scary and sad to look back at. Feel awful for him and his family, especially his father and siblings if he had any… he lost his mother than his own life.

Youtube Recommendations: sheds tear "I got you"

I thought this vid was going to be a guy talking about him because I didn't recognize the name change

Hi bashur

This guy went through so much honestly, it's so sad :(